Last night I had a rather messed up sleep paralysis episode. First, I was "awoken" by noises on the room. A strange grumbling noise and then the sound of rustled plastic bags; which there are a few on the room, so that made me get really freaked out. Then I opened my eyes without thinking of the consequences. I couldn't see any definite figure, or ( Read more... )

This has been a rather trying weekend ( Read more... )

In a little less than an hour I am going to have to start getting myself ready to go to the AMS. I would be lying if I said that I wasn't nervous. Very nervous ( Read more... )

So my dad called me a bit ago to say that my grandma found an article about bi-polar and zoloft. It said that taking zoloft can make things worse. I already knew this, but it's nice to know they are looking out for me. When I took it before, it didn't have any negative effects on me and it doesn't seem to be having any negative effects on me now. ( Read more... )

I thought that this bit from yesterday was worth its own post ( Read more... )

The strange feeling in my head is finally gone. Thank goodness ( Read more... )

Last night I couldn't sleep at all. I finally fell asleep sometime after 5.My head was hurting soooo bad. I swear it had been throbbing since Saturday/Sunday after I started taking my meds. I am pretty sure it is this risperidon sandoz that messed me up so much. I didn't take it last night at all. Tonight, I will try to take it again, only this ( Read more... )

Well, after about 3.5 years of not using any medication, I had to give in and go back to a psychiatrist to get some. Damn this depression! Damn this insanity ( Read more... )